My Name is RINGO

 

My thoughts of 2020

 

My thoughts of 2020

 

2020 is a year of challenges. I thought it could not get better but yeah, it gets worst as the months passes by. From wild fire to virus that turn the world to struggle so much but it gives nature to heal. Powerful countries suffer a lot but it gives third world countries to at its death door.

As for me, it drove me to my cave and be alone again (I guess, alone means forever to me) but I’m loving it where I don’t need to pretend to liking to talk to anyone but sometimes, I miss the laughter and loud voices. All I got for staying at home are kids who were breaking government protocols by playing outside my apartment building and cars honking so loud.

If things will be back to normal once vaccines will really prevent the Covid virus, I going to miss working at home though sometimes I get bored because I have no one to talk too but I love it when no one is bothering me.

I will not be going to promise anything for myself in 2021 because I always end up breaking it anyway. But all I pray is everything will be back to normal and that there will be no more viruses to surprise everyone. And of course, safety, prosperity and good health for my Family and as for myself, I wish and hoping I could find the one.

I still want to thank 2020 for teaching me that I need to save money and need to be very thrifty. My 2020 actually put me into a roller coaster ride and I ended up crying all the time. I’m so stressed and I became like a garbage bag where everyone keeps on throwing their trash on me. I just realized I had enough of it yet I’m still here, stress 24/7.

I never really have courage or confidence to change things because I’m afraid I might fail. That’s why, even though I had enough, I still continue working but not anymore, a garbage bag. I just put barriers and not to care at all.

I always have a weak heart. I wish I’m strong yet I’m weak.

Because of the virus, my anxiety grows and just scared of going out and makes me a freak every time I inhale the outside air.

Thank you 2020 for all the teachings and for healing the world. I pray that 2021 will be a better year for everyone.

I actually wanted this for my 2021:
- working abroad, vacation, find the one and get marry and have kids, and give my parents their dream house.

But then, that is only what I want, I will leave everything to God if he is willing to give me my wants.

For myself in 2021, I am hoping you will not be a drama queen and to please be strong and be confident.

Thank you. 

The VAMPIRE

 I wrote this way back 2015. I always love VAMPIRE story. If possible I wanted to be a Vampire too. But then again, I could only write a story about it. 

Title:                                         The VAMPIRE

Dear God,

I wrote this way 2015.
The year just started and it wasn't as good as I expected it.

Too many problems just days after celebrating 2015.

Title: 

  Dear GOD, 

Am I?

- wrote this way back 2018. 
I was at that time pressured, stressed and tired. 
You can check my instagram account.

Title: 

Am I?

I want to be his SMILE

 Title: I want to be his SMILE

Dedicated to the man I loved, this is for you.

- ringowritesomething

My Name is Ringo

 

Hi! My name is Ringo. 

Do I need to introduce myself?
OK! 

I'm actually broke. That's all! 

Other than being broke, I love writing. You can actually read it in my profile. 
But I guess, writing is not really for me. But then, because I'm stubborn, I keep writing and writing. It is because I don't have any skills or talents. 

I actually have multiple accounts. 

You can follow me:

For learning Japanese:

IG Account: straygurl_22

Youtube account: Straygurl TV

Blog: https://straygirllearns.blogspot.com/

For my writing page:

IG Account: ringowritesomething

Youtube: My Ringo Stories 

Blog: https://ringostories.blogspot.com/

For my travel stories: 

IG Account: ringoessomewhere

These are my active accounts. I have other accounts but I couldn't remember them. You can check it. 

Anyway, I'm hoping I can continue in writing here. Cross my fingers. 
Because I actually stop updating my page for learning Japanese. (haist)

Thanks 

- Ringo